Nicotine

Its not another of those moments which i pass alone,
No its none of those in which boredom is worn.
Emerging out of the red embers into the lonely cold night,
She dances and waves at me,
Like a thought uncaught, like a flash of light,
She vanishes!
Gives me quiet a show for a while before she says goodbye.
I cant resist but see her dance to me again,
So i sing my song to the already red embers and there she comes again,
Dancing and asking me if i had missed her enough.
Like a soul into a body; i inhale her,
Make her touch my heart that beats with the rhythm of the song she sings to it.
And when she gets heavy on me, she takes me to her land,
Shows me her people, makes promises with me that only God would with a man.
Plays a violin in my heart - her this attitude,
My heart turns into a thousand strings of which she's the player,
Of which she's the only player!